Now I know from countless experiences that life isn't simple. I get that. LIfe for me though as of late has been rather simple. I torture myself with thoughts that are trivial. I think about things that probably aren't true. I constantly think about the bad things first. I seem happy but I'm not. There is no apparent meaning to my life anymore. So, I just wait and think my sad thoughts and just try to survive. The only time I'm happy is when I think of her, but at the same time I'm sad...

That's all for now. I need some rest. C++ awaits me tomorrow.

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