THEsilentShadow6's Xanga

just some shit!!!

Mon, 29 Sep 2008 02:52:05 GMT

Now I know from countless experiences that life isn't simple. I get that. LIfe for me though as of late has been rather simple. I torture myself with thoughts that are trivial. I think about things that probably aren't true. I constantly think about the bad things first. I seem happy but I'm not. There is no apparent meaning to my life anymore. So, I just wait and think my sad thoughts and just try to survive. The only time I'm happy is when I think of her, but at the same time I'm sad...

That's all for now. I need some rest. C++ awaits me tomorrow.

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Tue, 05 Feb 2008 06:08:23 GMT

For all of you who don't know I am currently attending UMR or as it is now MISSOURI S&T. I am engaged to be married. I turn 21 this year. I am no longer talking to Joey. That is right you heard me. Joey knows why. If you want to apologize for being a total ass then you know how to get in touch with me!!!

Anyway, my life has taken a turn for the better. I am considering a new religion. I am looking at converting to the Jehovah Witnesses. My life finally has some real meaning in it and I really wanted to share that with everybody.

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Tue, 05 Feb 2008 05:31:18 GMT

I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!

Monday, February 04, 2008

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 17:19:22 GMT

I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!

Friday, August 03, 2007

Fri, 03 Aug 2007 06:09:54 GMT

Random Surveys! Yay!

Ok, random survey time!

The Dirty Thirty
30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself.

1. When was the last time you shaved your legs?
Never I am proud of my hairy legs

2. What were you doing this morning at 1am?
Fixing my damned Computer

3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
FIXING MY DAMNED COMPUTER!!!

4. What are you wearing?
not much at all, a pair of shorts

5. Are you mad at anyone right now?
This gal at work!

6. Last person who said they loved you?
Sarah

7. Last time you had flirted?
Yes my girlfriend flirts with me all the time.I flirt back though

8. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace profile?
SLEEP ALL DAY! OUT ALL NIGHT! I KNOW WHERE YOUR GOING...

9. Last thing received in the mail?
Bills

10. Do you have any famous relatives?
Not that I know of.

12. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
Just that once and they said they'd be gentle.THEY LIED!!!!

13. How is your hair?
Right now it is short and brown my beard is a shade of rusty red and my mustache is also brown with hints of red

14. How many different drinks have you had today?
Water and Lemonade. I am tring to lose some weight.Who'd ever thought?

15. What have you eaten today?
Too much... not enough space.... PANTS ABOUT TO EXPLODE!!!!!!

16. Are you any good at math?
Yep

17. Do you have plans on Saturday night?
Talk to Sarah

18. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
No I draw my name in the castle I make at the beach. So yes!!!

19. Most painful dental procedure?
That Damned Needle!!!

20. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
Yes I have been awake for 52 hours at one time but I slept 12 hours afterwards

21. Do you like the ocean?
I'm with My girlfriend,"I love it. I wish I lived nearer."

22. Do you stay friends with your ex's?
Yeah I try to.

23. Something you are excited about?
SARAH!!!!!

24. What did you do today?
WORK!!!!!

25. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
Yeah

26. Where do you keep your change?
There's some and there's some and then there here there every where!!!!!!!!!!

27. Do you remember the most naughty night of your life?
I do but it will be my little secret!!!

28. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
With someone and boy is this a loaded question!!!! I am not that kinda guy!!!!!

29. What was the weather like on your Birthday?
Cold and dreary

30. Whats your loves name?
Sarah Elizabeth Horton

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 06:29:38 GMT

Okay back in the saddle. Well those of you who don't know I have most recently been acting/ participating in the production of some videos on youtube. for those of you wishing to see these videos go here >>> www.youtube.com/profile?user=OldScissor these videos are really funny and need to be seen!!!! I am letting you know because OldScissor needs to broaden the audience a little and he doesn't have the guts to do it himself. He knows it's true.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 04:45:10 GMT

I really need to learn when to shut my mouth!!!! I keep getting burned. Please Comment on this I know you want to!!!!!

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 06:17:43 GMT

YAY!!! I get to go see Sarah this coming weekend!!!! Oh the joy of love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 03:45:19 GMT

This will be enlightening for those of you who think I am crazy...WOW...YOU ARE RIGHT!!! Come see what you've won. Tell them Johnny!!!

1. Initials: JLT, maybe JOLT or something creepy

2. Name someone with the same birthday as you: I have two. My cousin Caitlyn and my Junior year English teacher's daughter Ellen.

3. Favorite fruit? I like them all

4. For or against same sex marriage? Depends on who is asking. I might yell at you or punch you in the nose or maybe just explain my view points.

5. Are you allergic to anything?I don't think so I get a bad cough when I bail hay with my dad.

6. Are you bisexual? Ask my girlfriend.... NO WAY AM I BISEXUAL...no offense to those of you who are...

7. Where is number 7? on my watch!!!

8. How many U.S states have you been to? MO,SC, NC,TX,IL,TN, NY(of the coast of SC),KY probably left a few out but I am not sure.

9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? 1 MO

10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S? No but my girlfriend wants to live in France. Maybe someday!!!

11. Name something physical you like about yourself? My muscularity

12. Something non-physical you like about yourself? MY CRAZINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

13. do you have any pets? 5 dogs, 3 cats, 3 lizards, 6 fish, 1 turtle, 3 guinea pigs, 2 rabbits( one just had 6 babies) then there are my brothers!!!

14. What is your dream car? I like the Saturn SKY but I would like anything that can get me where I need to go.

15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go? Probably France, of course I don't speak french so I am going to bring my girlfriend to the most romantic country in the world!!!!

16. Have you ever had someone of the opposite sex sleep over? Well, once but we were both in Pre-K

17. Are you bipolar? The Shrinks are still debating this one!!!

18. What dream car do you want your husband/wife want to drive? That is her decision not mine.

19. Where would you want to go on a first date? Some place special for both of us.

20. Would you date the person who posted this before you? I am now!!!

21. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? Once and I didn't like it. Sorry Joey!!! Just kidding!!!

22. Ever been kissed under fireworks? No, how bout it Sarah?

23. Do you like president Bush? Umm, how can I say this: NO!!!

24. Have you ever bungee jumped? No, maybe one day...

25. Have you ever white water rafted? No but I can see myself doing it!!!

26. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you? Yes.... HE got a red mark across his face.

27. Are you racist? No I do not oppress others.

28. What song are you listening to right now? nothing

29. What's your favorite song at the moment? To many playing inm my head at this time!!! I really mean they are playing inside my head!!!

30. What was the last movie you watched? The Birdcage with Robin Williams!!!

31. Where was the last place you went besides your house? WORK!!!!!DUN DUN DUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!

32. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property? Once but I thought it was abandoned.

33. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? Yeah, but she really really really deserved it after she kicked me where the sun don't shine!!!She was the priincipals daughter and I also hit her friend who spat in my face and called me a F***ing whore!!!

34. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes and Hair. But I usually focus on the personality.

35. What's ur fav. body part on the opposite sex? Well I don't really have a favorite body part and whom ever came up with this question knew it would spell trouble for boys with girlfriends and those boys whom are married!!!

36. What do you usually order from Starbucks? I DON"T LIKE COFFEE!!! I LIKE TEA!!! I have never in a Starbucks and my girlfriend tells me it sucks.

37. Say something totally random about yourself. I am the most random poerson you will probably ever meet. I have so many different personalities that fight just to be in the same body!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

38. Do you have an iPod? NO, I hate iPods. I have a ZEN COLOR MICROPHOTO. It is better than an iPOd in my eyes at least and for those of you who can't tell on your own THEY ARE BOTH DIFFERENT TYPES OF MP3 PLAYERS YOU STUPID MORONS!!!

39. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? Yes but they told me I looked like Bush so I smacked them!!!

40. Do you have freckles? Yes on my back...

41. Are you comfortable with your height? Yeah, but sometimes I wish I was taller(just a little taller)

42. Do you like someone right now? Yes, oh my gosh YES!!! She is the absolute most fascinating person and the sweetest person I have ever met!!! I LOVE YOU SARAH!!!

43. How tall are you? 5' 9.25''

44. Do you speak any other language other than english? Kinda, I took 4 years of Spanish but I can't speak a lick...but I can understand it when people talk in spanish!!!

45. Have you ever ridden in a limo? Once but it was only for about 5 seconds before the driver realized we( me and my stuffed animal(RABBY)) were in the car.

46. Has anyone you were really close to you passed away? Yeah my dog Thor and my Great Grandma GAMMY

47. Do you watch MTV? Yes but it is so painful that I end up strangling my brother for the remote!!!

48. What's something that really annoys you? I think My girlfrined put it best,"Stupid people. Need I say more?"

49. What are some things you really like? In this order: My girlfriend, kids, guitars and a good tune, food and others.

50. Do you like Michael Jackson? The creepy king of pop can stay the hell away from me, but his music is alright especially Thriller.

51. Have you ever surfed? depends on if you count surfing in the store for the boards while the board is on a floor buffer which running at full speed!!!

52. Do you know how to pump gas? DUHHH!!!!

53. Do you drive? Yes and my car is called the Death Saturn... cheery name isn't it!!!

54. What's the latest you have ever stayed out? I' ve stayed up for at least two nights in a row with out sleep!!! I am not kidding about this!!!

55. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die? No.

56. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? No, they took their time while my intestines were hanging out!!! No just kidding!!!

57. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do? Yes and in the end I showed them good!!!

58. What's your favorite state to live in? MO the only one that I've lived in.

Thank you for coming to see me make an utter fool of myself!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 21:42:41 GMT

Okay. I am going to be very honest for this entry. I am a little shocked by some recent events. Some of these events almost make me want to rip out my hair and start setting things on fire and beat those things with an iron rod until all my problems go away. BUT I cannot do such things for I consider myself to somewhat of a gentleman. However, if one of these events, I am talking about a specific one, does not ... how should I put this... cooperate with me? I will most definitely have to persuade the people responsible into mending the situation. You know who you are!!! No Joey I am not talking about you!!!